22 December 2021

Landed

When I awoke on Monday morning, I felt lighter of spirit than I had in weeks. The move is done! Now we have to unload from this trip (halfway done as I write) and unpack from all the trips (maybe a third of the way done?).

Nesting is a process both abrupt and haphazard and gradual and thought-out. Sometimes things don't fit quite how you pictured them in your head. Sometimes you find out that a room needs something more (or less) to make it habitable. Sometimes a trip to IKEA is in order... and sometimes your wallet after such a big move is thinking IKEA can wait... The whimsical part of one suggests that it might be worth it to check out all those local antique stores your new hometown is known for, whilst the scientific part of your brain is telling you not to go anywhere because c19 is ramping up again this time of year!

Yet all of that is besides the point. The point is that we are home. That we have successfully accomplished another move. That now that we've stopped living two half-lives, we can start to build a whole life for ourselves here. And as things slowly (or quickly) fall into place with drivers licenses, storage solutions, and home décor, it is enough to feel the accomplishment and the contentment and revel in that awhile before our hurried minds look to what's next.

Happy Solstice, everyone. May you all revel in your own accomplishments at the end of this year and be filled with contentment for the moment this season finds you in.

Until next time!

17 December 2021

Escape

Ma Nature has us in her clutches. Perhaps no place we've lived has ever illustrated that so poignantly as Cold Springs.

When we moved in it was the end of January. We had been fairly dry all winter, just a few storms here and there, but the weekend of February 1st was supposed to be a doozy. We managed to get moved in with a day to spare before it first started pouring down rain and then began to snow, and snow, and snow! In the first two weeks that we were living up there, we got 7 feet of new snow. Coming from Michigan, I thought I understood the daily grind that snow could bring, but I was unprepared for the realities of mountain snow. It was heavier, it was deeper, and with a hill at the back of the house it had fewer places to go. 

We were buying boxes of hardwood firewood at $18 a pop from the local market and heating our house as stingily as we could manage. The power went out and it was days before our new analog phone showed up so that we could at least have the luxury of a phone line. Prior to that, I had to walk half a mile uphill to where I could get cell service to phone the office snow line and find out if I needed to be in that day and if it would be at the regular time or a late start. 

I had to park my car at the top of the hill and trundle a mile uphill through the snow to get to it, clear it off, and go to work each day. And sometimes vacationers would steal my parking spot and I'd have to shovel out a new one. Between shoveling at home, shoveling where the car was parked, and shoveling at work (which I was told I didn't participate in enough... hmm, I wonder why I didn't want to do more shoveling after I just got done shoveling more than all my coworkers who lived at lower elevations... hmmm....) I developed the beginnings of a hernia for the first time - something that I still carry with me!

It was our welcome to the mountain, and it quickly taught us that living up there was no joke.

And now that we are packing up and leaving this place behind, Ma Nature is reminding us that she's still in control up there. After a relatively snow-free fall, and just days before winter "truly" begins, our return to Cold Springs for one last week of packing and clean-up was greeted by a mild-but-persistent snowstorm. In order to not have to deal with the stress of commuting (or not) and electricity (or not) and successfully getting to work (or not), I took up a friend on her offer of a spare room and camped out in the foothills while Jack held down the fort and made sure the pipes didn't burst. 

Over a foot of snow had fallen by Wednesday, and power had been out over 24 hours, when the storm cleared enough that the plows went through (and apparently only opened a single, slippery lane). Wednesday night more snow was expected into Thursday morning. My hope was to return home Thursday afternoon to help Jack with the finishing touches on packing and cleaning, but road conditions made it seem unlikely. Snow was supposed to peter out by 10 a.m. on Thursday, but at noon Jack let me know that the snow was still coming down... and the power had gone out again. Best laid plans! Would I get to spend one last night in our little mountain house?

Now I’m sitting in the library, waiting to meet up with Jack for a convoy up to *hopefully* get the 2wd car to the house so we can load it. If all goes well we’ll be out of here by tomorrow. Crossed fingers and prayers for warm winter sunshine abound!

Until next time!

28 November 2021

Accumulation

 Moving makes one think about things. Stuff. Objects. The flotsam and jetsam of a life in this consumerist, capitalist world.

We've maintained a storage unit in Paradise since before the fire. The initial plan was to move all our stuff into our next place (we were in-between homes at the time), but then the fire happened, then we couldn't find a rental the size of our previous two rentals, and then we were only able to downsize and not to actually sort through our things. Months turned into years, and there it sat. We'd go there occasionally to retrieve something or other. But there just wasn't the room in this current home to put these things. Meanwhile, at our current house the accoutrements of life piled up, between random freebies that we accumulated, unnecessary (but certainly well-meaning) gifts from family members and friends, the leftovers from this craft and that planned-for idea... this stuff is all around us, a sea that us fish can't see until we're moving from one pond to the next. Oh my, how much clutter there is! how quickly it grows!

We have done better at weeding out what isn't needed in our lives, I believe, though it's taken quite a lot of effort and it feels much more of a two-steps forward, one-step back type scenario. When we moved out of our house in Crescent City several years ago, we got a 26' Uhaul and packed it to the gills, then drove our vehicles packed to the gills on a round trip or two (or three? I can't recall) in order to get everything out. This time we're moving a lot less cubic yards of stuff, so we must have achieved something in moving the needle from consumerist chaos towards minimalist bliss. But only ever-so-slightly. The lure of projects yet to be made, the overabundance of clothes that only suit particular moods, the clinging to things because of the strange emotional associations of the psyche... all of these continue to ravage the would-be empty spaces in our home. The most interesting observation of married life: when one of us is ready to part with something, the other is still holding on, even when it doesn't make sense. Perhaps someday these tendencies will be quieter and more the loser than the victor. Perhaps that shift is already in progress.

Today I went on the fb and scrolled the ignominious "home page". Every few posts it sought to entice me to add something to my home. Awhile back I got off ig because of the prevalence of the advertising. I wanted to see and hear from my friends, not get convinced that I needed to drink "Mud water" (whatever the heck that is). And the more time I spend on fb, the more I see these same advertisements chasing me around, breaking down my resistance to over-consumption. Meanwhile, I rarely feel that I glean much of real contact from the platform, whilst I gather (from the complaints I hear after periodic parings down of my "friends" list) that a decent number of people use it to gather information on me and what I'm up to... Still, even in social media my life accumulates. I've been going in and deleting my "memories" whenever they come up, reducing my online footprint. This has been ongoing for at least six months now, I think. Yet it doesn't feel like enough...

I'm tired of the fb, guys. I was off it before and perfectly pleased. The only reason I got on it again was to make sure I knew when roller derby practices were cancelled. Well, I don't live in Crescent City anymore and I'm no longer on the roller derby team. So I find it very tempting, as we approach a new year, to ditch the fb once more, delete my account and call it a wrap, start 2022 with one less social media burden. For those desiring to look me up, the blog will still be here. And I don't think Jack will be getting off fb anytime soon either. I have no intention of changing my email address or my cell phone number at present, and if I did I would be sure to let everyone who communicates with me on either one know. But I just can't honestly say that fb adds anything beneficial to my life that isn't there without it, while I know that it draws my attention away from activities I could be doing, like exercising, crafting, writing, or connecting with friends in real life.

This isn't a final, official decision. I'm still weighing it out. But I've been thinking heavily on this lately, and it feels like the right thing to do for myself at this time. When I do make my mind up, I'll be sure to post about it so folks have the opportunity to be in the loop and know how to "follow" me or connect with me or whatever else. But consider this a heads up. If you don't know how to contact me outside of this platform, and you want to, now is a good time to reach out.

Until next time!

09 November 2021

The Winds of Change


It's been a very busy Autumn, and I haven't had a chance to properly update this blog in a couple months. This is partly because of something that I've kept somewhat under wraps for the last several weeks: we're moving to Washington!

After a lengthy job hunt, I've finally found my quarry and am headed to the Portland area to start the next chapter in my career.

I have loved "nesting in the heart of the Sierra Nevada" for the last few years. Sipping from a mug of something special on our porch as I gaze out across the canyon at layers upon layers of trees and mountains beyond has been pure indulgence. And not only were we blessed with a good view, but with good neighbors too, who made us feel welcome and like someone had our back on the mountain. I can only hope that we were able to return the favor during our time here.

Every season in the Sierra was something new. The winter snows, trying to put in my share of shoveling 3-5 feet deep of snow that fell in 48 hours, really tested my mettle (and yes, probably gave me an early stage of hernia).

The spring wildflowers captivated me, and inspired an entire series of videos where I got paid to go find them and learn about them for work. 

The summers were intense beasts that galloped by while I clung to the reins of schedules and weekend getaway schemes, then left me to the smoke and long hours of fire assignments in its wake. 

And the autumn, like the one that we are partway through now, was a welcome riot of blazing color that I had missed during our years of life on the ocean.

I cannot express how my heart would thrill every time I drove over the crest of Sonora Pass and saw my dear Eastern Sierra, and knowing that it was so close with my friends and favorite places to boot, brought me great joy throughout my time here. I only wish, now that I'm leaving, that I had taken more advantage of it!

The last few years haven't been what I dreamed they would be, but they were hugely gratifying in all that I learned: about myself, about navigating my career, about how public lands functions beyond the simple customer service interactions that were my bread and butter. When I accepted the job, I thought I was going to be a career seasonal who worked the front desk 182.5 days a year; what I ended up with was a year-round job where I led an interpretive department, trained new interpreters, scheduled outside presenters, got my red card, went out on fire assignments as a public information officer, learned how to process recreation residence permits, and started assisting people who had long-term, multi-generational investments in their public lands - beyond just the casual day tripper. 

I've learned a lot about myself as well. I've learned that I LOVE making work schedules, filling out forms, and creating and managing databases and spreadsheets, and that I'm really good at it. That with the proper work-life balance, that nerdy kid who spent all day making bar graphs on her parents' computer in the basement can coexist with the one who found wonder in the great outdoors and spent summers barefoot and after-school hours riding bikes and playing sports with casual gusto. 

And if you haven't put it together yet, let me spell it out plainly here: my poor, introverted self is finally getting a break from situational extroversion. After ten years of being in the public eye - presenting programs and working front desks at visitor centers and ranger stations - this next job is going to put me behind the curtain. For the first time in ten years, my time outdoors will be completely my own. I won't have to worry about someone interrupting my reverie in the whisper of an autumn breeze to ask me how to open a bear-proof trash can. Well, maybe I will. But at least I'll have the option to pretend I didn't hear them. :)

This is going to be a big change, in many ways. And as through everything (except randomly ALL of 2020???), I expect that this blog will continue. If anything, I hope that my new job will free up time for my creative brain to get up and stretch, so that this blog can be an outlet for more of the nature writings that I love to create.


06 September 2021

Summer Reading Round-up

 Just a little quickie to recap the books I've read over the last few months before we get into the last quarter of the year.

  • Endure: Mind, Body, and the Curiously Elastic Limits of Human Performance by Alex Hutchinson - this was a fun read and I learned a lot about how to push your body to the limits (and how not to die)... it was so good I bought a copy for Jack to read in the backcountry. His jury is still out.
  • Anne of Green Gables, Anne of Avonlea, and Anne of the Island by L. M. Montgomery - been listening to these on audiobook read by Tara Ward through Hoopla. Similar to the Harry Potter books, they do a good job of growing with their audience/characters. I grew up watching the movies, but this was a first reading them and I've found them absolutely delightful: I've laughed, I've cried, I've pondered how I live my life... overall, very good. There are a few things that ring a bit outdated, especially with regards to xenophobia - or perhaps they're too ever-present... you decide.
  • Short Nights of the Shadow Catcher by Timothy Egan - I really hoped to see the real photographs when I visited my family in Michigan (Muskegon Art Museum is an owner of the entire collection). I'll have to continue to keep an eye out. Overall, it was a pretty good book. Similar to the book about the first African American sports hero cyclist that I read awhile back, this was a bit depressing as things just never seemed to work out right for the Shadowcatcher while he was alive. Still, he led an amazing life and achieved an amazing accomplishment, even though it never brought him any success during his lifetime.
  • The Stone Sky by N. K. Jemison - THE FINAL BOOK IN THE BROKEN EARTH TRILOGY!!!!!!! It was epic. It was intense. It made it difficult to get to bed on time. The end was SATISFYING. Mmmh! Loved it.
  • 99 Nights in Logar by Jamil Jan Kochai - This one took me awhile to get into, but it was interesting. I enjoyed the unique setup (stories within stories), the toy with magical realism, and the insight into a world that I am very much not a part of. As the news of current events spooled out, I cannot help but think about what the situation would be for these characters today.
  • Beyond the Wall by Edward Abbey - Problematic as he is, I still love Ed Abbey's nature writing.

Also, two partial reads, only one of which bears mentioning: Knitting Comfortably: The ergonomics of Handknitting by Carson Demers. If you're a handknitter, it's worth getting this tome from your library. I will likely request it again at some point.

I'm hoping that my reading can start to pick up again now that summer programs are done, but fire season might get in the way of that. My current "to read" list has bumped back up into the 90s again thanks to my relatively slow reading pace this summer. With any luck, I'll be able to get it back down to the 80s again... or maybe even into the 70s... It's a better problem to have than the alternative!

Until next time!


18 August 2021

A Slice of Paradise


As has been my tradition for the past couple years, I took a week’s vacation at the end of our program season to go visit Jack in the backcountry. I was excited as this was an area of the park I had never been to before, and I was not disappointed: emerging through the smoky haze on the day I arrived at camp, their little tucked-away side canyon truly was a slice of paradise.

One of two bucks with massive racks that liked to browse on mule dung...

With a lake above, a cascade running alongside the camp, forming pools at bench after bench in all manner of breadth and depth, plenty of shade trees, and a variety of wildlife and wildflowers, the spot really was a treasure. Beyond it, gorgeous vistas cemented the deal. This may well have won a place as my favorite (tied for favorite? hard to totally beat out my long-time favorite) trail crew camp.

A beautiful (but dry) cascade I passed along the hike in
I wiled away the hours while Jack and the crew worked by reading “Beyond the Wall” by Edward Abbey, listening to “Anne of the Island” on audiobook, painting (just a little), assisting with random camp chores, and exploring the nooks and crannies of the place. 

Hard to see from this angle, but every bench of this cascade holds a pool of water, many big enough to be kiddie pools, some big enough to actually swim!

I wandered up and down the stream, trying to catch fish (by hand) in remnant puddles and relocate them to still-active pools. I hiked over to the crew’s worksites to say ‘hello’, eat lunch, and generally just see what they were up to. I sat for long, drawn-out moments and pondered the passage of cloud and sunshine as monsoon weather drifted in and out of focus above the canyon walls.

Getting up close & personal with some water flowing over a boulder

The one thing I neglected to bring (and sorely missed) was a notebook of any kind. Maybe it was the Ed Abbey, maybe the poetical prose of L. G. Montgomery, maybe it was the setting, maybe it was the disconnect from work and media (social or otherwise), but my mind was overpopulated with colorful narration that was just dying to get onto a page. Alas, 98% of it did not. The 2% that did was distilled onto the back of a watercolor postcard that I sent to my mother with the outgoing mule train.

Casey the Mule - she decided that she was going to take up the rear, no matter how much slower than her I was!

On the weekend, when Jack and I finally had the better part of 48 hours to spend carefree, we hiked up to the lake (with the mules tagging along as far as the meadow below it) - an amazing thing geologically for the actual lake was shaped rather like a kidney bean with the cotyledon being a very nearly smooth shelf of rust-colored granite seldom more than 3-4 feet below the surface of the water. This meant that you could, by starting from the outside edge of this shelf, walk all the way to the center of the lake without getting wet above the belly button. Remarkable!


 

Mother bear and cub (the latter of which actually tried to scare me - too cute!) on my hike out

So much good food and good times were had, and I spent enough time close to the fire that when I washed my hair after returning home, the shower smelled of campfire! A sure sign that I have drunk my fullest of the backcountry summer scene. Hopefully I’ve soaked in enough to last me, as I’m now preparing to go on fire assignments and it will be good to have daydreams of alpine oases to retreat into when I need to fall asleep at the end of a long, 16-hour day.

Forerunners of the afternoon monsoon

Until next time!


27 July 2021

Forays in the desert

Morning after a rainy night at Bodie
 "I went to the desert

In search of the rain,

Bore my skin to the sky

And was cloud-kissed again."

I've been trying to honor the conviction I had at the beginning of the pandemic when I realized that I don't spend nearly enough of my time visiting friends and places that I love. This weekend was the second of two trips to the Eastern Sierra and, as an overnighter instead of a long day-trip, it was absolutely superb. For one, it rained both days, on and off, and I got to indulge in the pleasures of fat, cold drops splattering on my skin, and the scents of phlox, sage, and rabbitbrush drying in the aftermath of precipitation. It was positively lovely.

The pink heads, white bodies, and black rumps of avocets in summer!
On the first day, my friend Betty and I wandered down to Mono Lake and Lee Vining, walking the boardwalk along the north shore from the county park, and spying (for the first time I can remember) my favorite shorebird from the end of the platform: the American Avocet! I absolutely love these birds, and was so stoked to recognize them, even without a spyglass. And not only were there the handful in this picture, but there appeared to be an entire flock of perhaps 100 of these amazing birds standing just offshore. It was a propitious omen, indeed. :) 

The next day we went up to Saddlebag Lake, took the ferry across, and hiked the "Twenty Lakes Basin" loop. Turns out there's more than 20 lakes there. Following, in no particular order, are several of the photographs I took along the way. Many of these I captured with the intention of using them for watercolor painting inspiration down the road. A reminder that clicking on the photos will open them bigger so you can see them better.



A veritable sea of monkey flowers!

The top end of Lundy Canyon - someday I hope to connect these two hikes!


A particularly beautiful rock in the trail!

Betty on the move

The purple new cone growth of a Lodgepole Pine, living up to its Latin name at this elevation, which implicates not its straight poles, but its contortions under the strain of the weather at this elevation.
I was particularly marveling at the zigzag striations in the left part of this mountain when I took this pic.

A lake full of seasonal islands. I can just picture a fantasy world here, with houses of people living on the islands and boats gliding between...

 
Until next time!

25 June 2021

In which I discover the joys of basket weaving

 When I was visiting my folks in late May, I begged my mom to teach me that most cryptic and unknowable arts: basket weaving. I made quite a big deal about it, how I was lacking in my training in the handy crafts because this one art had never been passed down to me, etc. She pointed out that, while she gave us kids plenty of opportunity to learn other crafts, "Sometimes I had to have something I could do without you kids around." Basket weaving, it would seem, was one of the private joys that my mother had kept for herself. Fair enough. But we gaggle of giggling goslings were all grown up now and here I was, back at the nest, demanding to be taught how to weave my own! She rolled her eyes, said it was simple enough to learn, and eventually went to the basement to retrieve a book on the subject.

As I paged through, I began to realize just how many of the baskets of my childhood were, indeed, made by my mother. They had always just been there, but I had never thought about how they came to be. My "foster mother," as I call Ginnie, with whom I lived while working in the U.P., was also a prolific weaver - most recently in the pine needle end of the basketry spectrum - and had many of her various baskets hanging up to be accessed when just-such-a-basket was needed to carry just-such-an-item. My real mom's baskets were perhaps more utilitarian in a way, all pressed into near-constant service as containers for such exotic items as microphones and audio cables, or garlic cloves. In other words: their creation, out of sight and never really brought up to my child's hearing, went unnoticed, though their presence was all around, holding things for me every day.

After settling on a rough idea of what I could make that would be practical, easy to finish in the time I had, and small enough to transport on the train ride home, Mom went to the basement again and this time came up with a whole bag of supplies. She began introducing me to reed, round reed, cane, and other would-be basket spokes and weavers that had been waiting quietly below me for most of my childhood. Purchased at an estate sale long ago, my mom claimed that she had never had to buy any further supply as it all goes quite a long way. She determined to start me on my project, a little tea strainer, that very day. Or should I say night. The time being already past 8 p.m., when all sewing should cease lest mistakes be made. Evidently my mom truly thought that this was easy doings. Getting the little vessel started proved beyond me, however. Perhaps because of the hour, perhaps because of the holds-a-shot-glass-snugly size of what I was making. Mom ended up getting it started and "upsetting" it for me. She then set me to twining, which I found a much more pleasant (and rapid) endeavor. A few days later, under my mother's watchful eye, I attached a rim and handle and finished the little basket off. My first project: a success!

Back in California, it was only a matter of time before visions of basketry began to swirl in my head once more. Mom had stumbled on a woman who makes very nice and unique basket-weaving kits for reasonable prices and I found myself poring over her website, looking at every project and daydreaming about which I would prefer to purchase for my next project. I stumbled down rabbit holes of basket weaving supply websites, not even quite certain what I was looking at nor how much I would require, with Mom's story of the lifelong supply from the estate sale echoing in my mind. In the end, I realized that the best thing would be to do what I knew how to do best: to order as many books as I could find from the library on basket weaving, and I did just that.

A week later I received a call from the library. "You've got some books to pick up here, and today at least ten different books on basketry showed up, so please come down..." I was there the very next day, and left with my arms so full that the books crash-landed into the back seat of my car when I got the door open for them. Once home, I lined them all up in front of the fireplace and waited for the weekend. On a hot Saturday, I sat in Jack's chair (which I tend to do when he's not around even though I generally don't find his chair comfortable, a kind of "missing you" action, I think) and paged through every single volume. Some had more pictures, some had more illustrations, some had more words. Some were tutorials, others general skills manuals, and still others were inventories of baskets of the world. At least two had patterns from woven footwear. After an hour or two, I couldn't bear it any longer. I had to make a basket! But with what?

And that's when my thoughts turned to the birch bark we had stowed upstairs. When Jack and I had visited Michigan in the fall of 2019, we had harvested some loose bark pieces from downed birch trees while out on a hike with my family. We brought it back home with us and I contrived to make some sort of basket with it. Initially, I had looked at basic folded birch bark basket designs. Then, quite by accident, I had become obsessed with Yakut Birch Bark Dishes (as seen here: Life in Yakutia: Yakut Birch Bark Dishes). While these were awesome, they were also daunting. So I never did anything with it and there the bark sat. Now I brought it downstairs, casting aside this notion of replicating the Yakut dishes (especially once I actually looked closely and realized I didn't have enough clean pieces of a size to even attempt that style of container), and letting the bark speak to me about what and how it could be.

My first discovery was that the bark could be peeled apart in layers, and that splitting it roughly halfway would provide me with a lovely, two-toned piece. Most were white on one side and peach on the other, but one particular piece proved a lovely mauve when split apart. The inner-most pieces had a dark brownish-grey on one side and the peach or white on the other. My pieces were full of splits, so I got out a scissors and used these to begin cutting roughly equal strips out of the pieces. I discovered throughout the working of the material that all but one of my pieces were somewhat supple and oily, peeling apart with relative ease. The last piece was dry, brittle - and soaking did not improve it. I recalled a book on Native American crafts that my nephew had which stated that the bark of "most" downed birch trees still contained enough oil to be workable. Evidently this was what that difference looked like.

Within a couple hours, my listening and guiding the birch bark resulted in a most excellent basket, and to my mother's credit, it was actually quite easy! It just took a little time and fiddling. Here's a closer look at the results:

I used a different color for each of the three weavers: the standard peach, the interior dark brown, and that unique mauve one on top.
To finish off the top, I used some braided cord I had lying around from an old project, two thinned (and thin) strips of the peach-colored bark, and waxed linen thread.


You can see that I eye-balled the cutting on my strips especially well when looking at the spokes of my basket here. The whole thing is a bit more reminiscent of a rhombus than a square, but not too badly.

And here's another shot from directly above so you can see the interior. I just love the richness of those dark browns. The one spoke that its above the rim is the one I used to tuck the ends of the rim under. I decided that was the best and easiest way to keep everything in line, and I liked that it gave the basket a little bit of a tag, if you will.

 I have every intention of ordering a kit to work on at some point. I'm debating right now if it's best to wait until I've made more headway on certain lingering knitting projects, or if I should just go for it right now, like I did with the spontaneous use of nearly all my birch bark supply with this delightful little project - all while my knitting sat on the arm of Jack's chair right next to me! I would very much like to weave a basket for my tail rack on my bicycle - ideally something with a lid - but I feel it would be prudent to get a bit more practice in before I try to make something more complicated and which I would likely have to order some supplies for. It's delightful to discover a new craft! The idea that I can make a durable container of any size or shape to suit my needs gives me such a thrill! Hopefully you feel inspired to discover something new-to-you as well. :)

Until next time!


20 June 2021

An Excellent Road Trip (Part 2)

 The last day of our road trip we stopped at the Greater Des Moines Botanical Garden, where I discovered the best road trip trick I never realized before: botanical gardens are the BEST road trip stops!!! Especially when you're driving some of the straighter, less-varied segments of highway in the Midwest, stopping at a botanical garden is about the most refreshing and revitalizing thing one could possible do. Enjoy these photos while I get on my soap box about it.

View from the mezzanine in the conservatory

1. A botanical garden that has a conservatory offers you varied climates. You've been in your low-ceilinged car for hours, breathing recirculating air, heated or cooled. Suddenly you enter an expansive-ceilinged building (and a glass ceiling at that) with humidity or aridity, and all the fresh oxygen being pumped out by a profusion of plants! Invigorating!

My favorite of their hibiscus collection
A succulent that looks like a cabbage!

Cascade of pretty pink flowers

White-speckled leaves

Purple and multi-textured

Peachy irises

Sunset irises

Irises with peach on top and purple on bottom!

2. You get to see all sorts of different shapes and colors! Some are bright, some are subtle, some are familiar and some are surprising and new. The feast for the senses (because of course, there's all different smells as well!) is such great stimulation after you've been driving for hours, looking at the same basic colors of passing landscape, pavement, and automobiles.

Water feature!

Dangling flowers from an overhead trellis
A furled flower, stunningly like a chrysalis!

Tiny flower inside big leaves!

3. Your brain is stimulated to look at things in all different depths, spaces, and places! You can walk around an outdoor, landscaped garden that has unique lines and features. You can walk underneath a canopy of vines and look up to see a set of flowers reaching down to you. You can notice a flower that is furled so tightly that it looks like a chrysalis and be in awe. You can even peer inside the water-filled cups of a massive, spiky plant and see that it holds a little tiny flower!

When we left the botanical gardens, I felt incredibly exhilarated for the last leg of our journey. We arrived at Aunt Pam's in Illinois later that day, where the air was thick with the smell of lilacs and I packed and repacked for the next leg of my journey: a train to Michigan, where I surprised my family. 

I don't know that I will do a post for that part of the trip, it all having passed a few weeks ago at this point and me wanting to stay in the moment rather than feel beholden to report out on something to a digital platform. If you want to ask me about it yourself, you certainly can! Suffice it to say that it was an enjoyable trip, I got to see all my immediate family and a couple cousins, I got to swim in the Lake, I got to see lots of neat wildlife (including a Scarlet Tanager!), and I got to host an online ranger program from my parents' living room.  I took the train home, Jack picked me up, and after our drive home was finished I went to sleep, got up, ran a couple errands, and then went back to sleep for the rest of the next day until evening!

Now it's been busy at work, hot outside, and flowers have really taken off around here! Summer is definitely hitting the ground running! 

Happy solstice everybody!

Until next time!


07 June 2021

An Excellent Road Trip (Part 1)

 I've had the pleasure of driving across the country on numerous occasions, especially in the early years of working public lands when I was going back and forth between jobs and school or my parents' home in Michigan. Very often I would find myself worn down by the beauty, disinterested in the stops, as my tank of experiences to share filled up and there was no one to share it with. But this month I got to take a road trip with someone so that I could share it along the way. It was a road trip that was truly excellent, and it was with my mother-in-law. 

Kathy, my mother-in-law, at the John Denver Sanctuary in Aspen, CO
My mother-in-law is the best road trip buddy. She doesn't want to drive too many hours in a day, she laughs it off if we take a wrong turn, she's not a backseat driver, she let's me put on whatever I want on the radio (as long as it doesn't interrupt her reading), and she's always willing to stop and look at something interesting (but doesn't feel the need to stop and look at everything - a difficult balance to strike!). We made it across the country in 5 days and 4 nights, making at least one lovely tourist stop each day (and sometimes more).

Somewhere in the Utah desert...
Day 1 was Cali to Zion - it was a bit of a flat and drab desert drive until we got across Nevada into the tiny piece of Arizona before Utah, when things suddenly started getting colorful and textured out there. Our visit to Zion was a bit of a tourist faux pas - we basically arrived, went to the gift shop (we'd both been to the park before, but she had missed the gift shop on her last visit), went to get on a shuttle - and then discovered that due to c19 regulations that was not going to be available to us! No worries - we had gotten a later start than anticipated so this just meant that we would get to turn in at a reasonable time. Another hour on the road to our hotel and a good night's sleep.

Kathy and I in front of the "Painted Wall" at Black Canyon of the Gunnison NP - we have beautiful smiles!
 Day 2 was Zion to Black Canyon of the Gunnison - one of my favorite National Parks. We realized that Arches was just off the 70 and, since neither of us had been there before really we thought we'd boogie down there and do the tourist drive - but 45 minutes south of the 70 we discovered that the park was "full" and a sign told us to come back in 3-4 hours... we decided this was a sign that we need to plan a Utah-only trip to hit up all the National Parks sites we haven't seen yet in that amazing state. Crossing into Colorado we hit some rainy weather, but by the time we got to Gunnison things had cleared up pretty well. Black Canyon of the Gunnison National Park holds a special place in my life. Back in the summer of 2009, my family took our last all-family trip to several Colorado National Parks. It was while walking around the campground loop with my dad in the morning at Black Canyon that I decided that what I wanted to do with my life was work for public lands. That was a decision that led me on the path for the next decade of my life (and then some, so far). This trip's brief visit was my first since that one back in 2009, and I enjoyed soaking in the magic a little more - it was still there. :)

Outside the east end of the Eisenhower Tunnel - look at the snow!
 The day that gave us the most trepidation was Day 3 - Black Canyon to the northeast Denver suburbs. This was the day that we would be traversing the Rockies and - unlucky coincidence - the day that we were expecting the worst weather. Fortunately, the storm predictions had lessened a little bit each day as we approached, and it was much better than what we had expected - instead of snow it was moderately heavy rain and a patch of hail, nothing the sedan couldn't handle. We drove over the 70, detoured briefly to visit the John Denver Sanctuary in Aspen, drove through one of the highest-elevation vehicular tunnels in the world, and used my 11th night free on Hotels.com to treat us to a two queen suite, with plenty of time to relax and enjoy it! (In case you haven't already heard, I've recently become a HUGE fan of the hotel suite, when reasonable for the situation, as the most comfortable way to stay.)

Kathy hitches her horse outside the Perkins General Store at Hastings Museum
 Day 4 was Nebraska - we tried to get across the whole thing, we made it as far as Lincoln. Along the way we stopped at the Hastings Museum (home of Kool-Aid), by recommendation of a friend, and were wowed by the vast number of taxidermied animals from around the world for a small city museum. Unfortunately, we arrived close to closing and neglected to visit the gift store, which meant that I failed in my wifely duties of bringing my partner a Kool-Aid sticker... sorry, Babe!

Posing with the Kool-Aid Man... or... Men... I guess :)
 You may have noticed that in all the photos from the trip, we're wearing the same shirt. Jack designed us road trip shirts to wear - "Dil-Mil" (daughter-in-law, mother-in-law) Cali to Chi-town - but we were told that it was our job to wear them EVERY day. Luckily there were two apiece. But the photos are proof that we kept up our end of the bargain!

 Day 5 was Iowa and Illinois - I'll post on that later. As it is, this is a rather delayed post and I'm only just now home and going through photographs. I was scared to start this en route, lest I accidentally publish and give it all away! Now that the trip is over, I am eager to catch this blog up on the big events of May so I can start musing on the natural world waking up around me in June!

15 May 2021

May Reading Check-in

 The reading has been slim, the blog-writing has been slim, the British Bake-Off and Victorian Farm watching have been high, the workload has been picking up, and the travel has been improving as well. Fully vaccinated meant I could have lunch with my friend Betty in San Francisco, and a weekend with my Aunt and Uncle and cousin in the Santa Rosa area, whom I've been waiting about a year to see since we were first supposed to visit them in April of 2020. 

So in the last couple months I did a typical summer load of reading, that is: two books. I tried for four. But didn't quite make it: one was a non-winner, and the other I wasn't able to get through before it was due.

The two books I did manage to get finished were doozies, and both took me more than a month (one of them took about 4) to finish.

The first was Hidden Figures, the book that inspired the movie. I went into it thinking that the book would simply be the same story as the movie. What I discovered within the first chapter of the book was that this was a proper historical treatise on about a dozen different women's stories of the hundreds of Black men and women that worked for NASA and its predecessor in the 40s through 80s+. The movie covered a very small period and just a few key women, but the book detailed an entire culture of mathematically-minded women of color who encouraged and scouted each other for this golden opportunity in a day when segregation and sexism kept many women from excelling in maths-based careers. Kudos to the author who recognized that these stories she grew up with were missing from our general popular history in the U.S., especially with regards to the space race, and managed to get this epic book published (and then get a movie deal after that!).

The second book I finished (the one that took the better part of 4 months) was The Overstory. I had a recommendation from a coworker on a fire assignment to read it, and then I saw it in the list of recommended/impactful books from 2020 for a theater group that I've been participating in virtually since last summer. So I went ahead and got it on ebook - only to find out that when I'd read all the way to the last three chapters I had only read the first quarter of the book... it took 6 more weeks to get through the 3rd-to-last chapter, at the end of which something terrible happened and I decided I didn't want to read it anymore. However, I was still curious what happened next, so I got it on audio for what was still almost another 10 hours of listening. All said and done - I don't think I recommend the book. But it was very interesting in the things it made you think about trees. But I don't know that it was worth the slog. 

 And that's it for now. Jack and I went to the coast this weekend and I'm taking a week off of work before the season gets really busy - whatever that's going to look like in this weird halfways normal year.

10 April 2021

Fantastitch!

This weekend I completed a 4-month-long project of absolute beauty - the Fantastitch shawl by WestKnits.

If you do any sort of craft with materials, you probably end up with scraps, partial bits, leftovers... things that probably aren't enough to do a whole project with. For a knitter, a project which allows you to use up those little bits is called a "stash-buster". 

In the depths of winter, my amazingly talented second cousin shared pictures of a finished shawl that I instantly fell in love with. She connected me to WestKnits on Ravelry (social media for knitters and crocheters) and I chose a WestKnits pattern of my own to tackle - similar, but not quite the same to hers. Then I went to my yarn stash and pulled out everything I had in fingering (skinny) weight (or thereabouts) that wasn't good for knitting socks. It was a mix of little bits of leftover Knit Picks Palette (from before I realized that this was not good sock yarn...), handspun skeins from my brother's first wife, leftovers from a pair of fingerless mitts my sister made for me (and then sent the partial skeins for me to use), fancy yarns I had purchased from a yarn store liquidation with my mom at least a decade ago, excessive amounts of alpaca from a doomed sweater project, and this beautiful clay/coral-red naturally dyed yarn I purchased from Hespa when we were in Iceland. I decided this last one would be the color I'd like to highlight and "feature" most in the shawl. The actual pattern suggested a number of colors and an order in which to use them... but after many minutes (hours?) puzzling over a "plan," I decided that the best way to go about it would be to pick my colors section by section based on what I wanted to highlight and which I thought would show that texture best, etc. And so it began...

I have not been great with sticking power when it comes to projects like this in the past, but I think that what this project had which others did not was variety. WestKnits designs all play with texture and color and the Fantastitch shawl was no exception. The change every 10-20 rows (give or take) of pattern and color(s) kept it interesting throughout the intervening months, and my willingness to play around with (instead of planning) the colors kept me guessing and being creative.

Now, it didn't have to turn out so huge... but I loved the "honeycomb" pattern just before the end, and doing the shortened version of the pattern would've denied me that. Not to mention I wouldn't have used up as much yarn. In the end, I counted around 15 (mostly partial) skeins of yarn that I used up in this project. I opened up tons of space in my yarn storage, and I made something stunningly beautiful that I just can't help but stare at.  All in all, a very good outcome! And now I can spread my wings and fly on to all those other projects I've got going on...